that's my life

2010-06-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

caught my eye on that. going to get it(:

2010-05-26T22:39:00.002+08:00

sweet! got my hair done today!! and my ezlink card is like feed me!! and my wallet keeps going, i'm hungry and i'm screaming HELP!! can't believe this world is all about money! spent 164++ bucks on my hair and topped up my ezlink card, bought my lunch and ate at the salon. how awesome was that?! oh! and i RuiTing sweetie came to meet me at the salon while i looked like some astronaut with the aluminium foil on my head. using the corner of my eye, i saw her hair golden like colour and my mind was like intant... look like lion.. :X lol! the salon she went to screwed up her hair. but fret not darling, i'm taking you to a cheaper salon with better results!! as soon as you're ready to colour your hair again!! whoops!! sleeping early today. waking up early to prepare for tomorrow. going out with Angie and Kelly, my dars!! lol!

oh yes, i love you kenneth.. i love love you so much!!! (:

2010-05-23T22:45:00.001+08:00

i hate that person so so so much!!! :(

2010-05-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

so yes, i'm back to blog after so many weeks! baby and i made a pact not to meet each other for seven weeks and tomorrow is only the first week. lol! not because of some horrendous stuff that we're not meeting. i'm currently working on something to make him proud. and for him to see the results, he has to stop seeing me for seven weeks, period. lol! i know, it's long baby. but this is what motivates me! be patient. i'm starting to see the difference already! and i believe you'll too!!

2010-05-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

happy fifteenth months baby!! muacks!!

2010-04-27T12:31:00.001+08:00

hooked onto kissin you by mirinda cosgrove.

sorry for not blogging so often. super lazy. i'll keep you company again soon, bloggy! loves-

2010-04-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

beancurd cravings! baby says he's going to get me beancurd tomorrow(: sweet!!!

2010-04-15T17:29:00.001+08:00

miss my curls with a straightener. lol!

2010-04-10T18:59:00.000+08:00

photos for the time being. dead blog. thinking of leaving it to rot forever. lolol!!!!

2010-03-24T03:02:00.002+08:00

To My Sweetest, Dearest Grandfather...

although you may not be here with me anymore. i really want to thank you for taking care of me since i was young. i remember the times you had to wake up early and send me to school every morning. although i dreaded school, you always make me look forward to the end of the day cause i know you'll fetch me from school. and there were times i went home late cause i was naughty. didn't go to the canteen to meet you. mummy scolded me. but you shielded me from her scoldings. i was young then, still so naive. i didn't know what was wrong until i grew older... i still remember the toys you bought for me and siblings. the first time you bought such an expensive gift for sister was her gameboy advance. yeah, i was so jealous that you bought her such an expensive gift. but i was young. the most i could do was be mad at you for a few days and all is well again. oh yes, not forgetting the fruits you always cut for me after dinner. be it an apple or papaya or orange. i ate everything up so happily. there were many things i may forget to mention here to help me remember everything you've done for me. but everytime i take some time to slowly think back to what you've done for us, i feel loved. very very loved. thank you so much! yeye.. what i always called you. even now, you're still my most beloved yeye. your death was sudden to me. i didn't believe it at first. but until i came down then i knew i had to face reality. i lost you forever. it's the third night of the funeral/wake. i'm here to protect you. you've protected me for years. let me help you chase the cats away now. i want to protect you now. yeye is not living now. but he'll live in my heart. i love you. God Bless Yeye.

2010-03-20T21:40:00.002+08:00

dear's working till super super late tomorrow!! starts at 7pm and till the next morning. no rest at all and he has to report for another job at 9am. poor baby. meeting him as soon as he has his next off day. like super super longgggggg!!! i miss you already baby!!! i hope third april will zoom past now. then i can have all the time in the world with baby(: sweet loves~ monday is our 400 days already. i hope the numbers will double and triple and the more the merrier, the longer the better!!! KENNETH CHAN JUN YONGYONGYONGYONG!!! i love you like pang sai on your head. lol! dear was so funny today. we were talking over the phone just now and we were discussing about jobs. he said he wanted to start a business and i say, start a "sell coffin" business. it's profitable. lol! and make it out to be like high class with all the technologies inside. cool right? sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! me loveee my chan chan!! dear, i'm going to fetch you from work on monday! wait for meeeeeee!!!!!

2010-03-18T00:37:00.002+08:00

sister, i love you!!! :D

2010-03-17T23:53:00.002+08:00

finally, back to blogging.

i'm very happy today(: dear's starting his job tomorrow. no sooner, my camera will come crawling to me. lol!

dear's brother lent me three comic books. thank you laaa!!! i'll be bored for the next couple of weeks cause dear's working. still considering should i apply for a job and earn a little bit of money first. seriously, i'm broke.

oh! i'm really fascinated by some incident yesterday. cousin asked me to help her spread some text about buying online stuff cause if they buy in huge numbers, the shipping fee will be split between the buyers and it'll benefit everyone cause you pay less shipping fee. i came accross this particular girl. my ex classmate, in actual fact. she texted me this.. *this has been slightly amended but the contents is still intact*.

"i really love the products they have there. but buy from you, safe or not?"

yes, she asked this. so, do i have to say "oh no, please don't buy from me!"? seriously!! Well firstly, my sweetie, you're not buying from me. i'm only helping to pass this message on. so, what's the meaning of this? sweetie, i'd rather you get the facts right first.

enough for now. accompanying baby now cause he's going to work tomorrow already. i'll be missing you, my dear! muacks!! you're the sweetest boy in this world and no one has beaten you to that yet.

2010-02-26T15:16:00.001+08:00

dear got bird shit on his pants today. so suayyyyyyyyy!!!! poor baby. i lost my phone cable. means i can't charge my phone tonight. nice(:

2010-02-24T19:23:00.000+08:00

i love you, kenneth chan.

2010-02-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

meeting vekky for coffee tomorrow(:

2010-02-15T20:50:00.002+08:00

my heels bit me today. and a blister showed up. lol! it looks more like a mosquito bite. hahaha! i do have some photos to post. but i have't got the time to do so. asap alright? today, grand mama cooked prawns for me again. love it(:

back to facebook games(:

2010-02-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!!!! yay! lol! happy lunar new year people!! i got my red packets and i'm so contented!!! more money tomorrow. and prawns(: granny cooked the best prawns and shark fin's soup today. love it!!!

baby, though we didn't meet up today. i still felt happy that you called and texted me thrice. all with i love you and happy one year. i seriously love you. more years to come. thank you baby! for giving in to me for a year already. i know my attitude is like kanasai. but you still tolerated. that's why i love you. you love me for who i am. and not what i am. where do i get another boyfriend like you? unless i clone you.

2010-02-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 1 year baby i love you alot (:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR GUYS!!

2010-02-12T14:41:00.003+08:00

hey hey!!! i haven't blogged like for a multi-million years already. lol!! rotting blog. lol! who cares? lol! two more days!!! lol!!! happy me(:

happy birthday dearest ruiting!!!
nineteen like old granny already. lol! no sooner i'm going to become an old granny too.. lol!!!

2010-01-22T21:35:00.002+08:00

it's find it cute when i saw dear's text for me.

"Me and you = love to the max.. me and another gal = pang sai on the head"

wasn't that nice? i love such texts from him. and yes dear, i love you to the max too!!!

2010-01-15T22:25:00.002+08:00

i watched "A Cinderella Story" just now, and i totally fell in love with the story line. hilary duff was awesome in that show. every girl yearns to have a fairy tale like story in their life. i'm no exception. but my story ain't like cinderella. i wanted it to be like... cinder-umbrella!! lol! anyways, went to school today cause i remembered that there was fact lesson and i have no wish to skip that lesson. accounting results for me is already like kanasai. got to buck up to get a better grade than now. doesn't have to be drastic improvements, as long as there is improvement, i'm contented.

getting ample rest tonight. i'm so going to wake up early tomorrow and help muum out with some chores. there goes cinderella doing the housework!!!

2010-01-14T22:32:00.003+08:00

i'm such a happy girl today. it's dear's and my eleventh month and i'm so so so excited!! can't wait for the first year to come. i'll then give him the handmade presnet. i made it all by myself and i'm super proud of it. *pats my head* dear has been a good boy today. studying at home. yes baby, a reward for you when we meet up okay? HAHAHAHAHA!! love matters aside, headed for the bed when i reached home from school and woke up with a super nice dream. dear bought me ice cream. thugh i can't take any cause of my gastric problems. but it doesn't matter. having dreamt that dear bought me ice cream, i'm satisfied. it can be kind of weird when someone has such a dream. so much like a fairy tale. love it loads!!! school as per normal tomorrow. still considering whether to go or not. maybe when i wake up tomorrow i feel tired and decide not to go. who knows?! calling dear now. have a great day readers!!! or rather night!

2010-01-14T13:01:00.003+08:00

What a shame, some people don't know how to keep their comments to themselves... pathetic!

2010-01-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 11th Month
I love you baby!!!

2010-01-09T21:38:00.001+08:00

period cramps real bad. i hate this time of the month!

2010-01-08T21:59:00.000+08:00

i did this out of boredom. hahs! kenneth chan! the top you like(:

2010-01-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

did i take a long time to come back? i think so. apologies. i went to see my grandfather for the week. his health isn't that good. i want thank dear for being so understanding. i love you so so so so much(: but i did spend time with baby yesterday. i still miss yesterday!!! baby, go eat shit!!! lol!

2010-01-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

This is AhKen.. posting for my dear dear hahaha..

my baby cannot post much on blogger now-a-days.. she is busy doing personal metters.. so ya so cannot post lor... so i help baby post wahahahahhaa.... my reward ar.. must give lol...now currently baby went to sleep le... and i after this post i also sleep.. hehe...

I love my GirlFriend much much much lol!!!!!

2010-01-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year
GoodBye 2009
And Hello 2010

2009-12-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

baby, miss you loads! thank you for buying me the seafood soup today!! i love love it(:

2009-12-29T18:25:00.002+08:00

i think it's either the internet problem is stupid or my computer is stupid. i'm using my brother's computer to blog now cause my computer cannot go to any of blogger's page. like what the fuck! i feel like copying what dear says all the time. V is for vitagen and it is good for your laosai! intending to layer my hair again soon. at the same time, go rebond again. my hair is cannot make it!!!! lol! dear's finally back from malaysia. and i can see him again!!! the past three days were like shit without him!! roars!!

*i got a feeling... huhu! that tonight's gonna be a good night!* :D

triple yays! first, i can meet dear for as long as i can. second, dear has started to blog more for me to read. and third, i keep saying to dear: "Bamboo and Panda" (which i kind of find it irritating when i say it.)

KENNETH CHAN!!

bamboo and panda, bamboo and panda, bamboo and panda!!!!!!!!

go eat bamboo shoots!

2009-12-25T22:37:00.004+08:00

christmas eve -

had lots of fun at boyfriend's place yesterday. met his cousins and everyone and was nice to me!! i love them for being so friendly and jovial. i hope i get to meet them soon(:

got presents from my girls early in the afternoon. my beybey overslept and had to meet at 12 instead. (supposed to be 11) lol! and then, we had to meet at west plaza cause i wasn't feeling so well. beybey was with her sister in the bus. when they got down and met me, they told me this: "i left the presents for you and bhai in the bus!!!!" lol! she lost the presents and beybey also said no one told her that she left the presents in the bus. HAHAHA! her carelessness. and then her sister said, " the guy behind us sleeping ma " hahahaha! i almost laughed till i cried. lol!

christmas day (today) -

met dear outside my house today. he's going to malaysia tomorrow already. the countdown has ended. no more baby for three days. nevertheless, i'll still love and miss him as much. i just hope he gets more tanned when he returns. no shopping for me today. haha! ain't i a good girl??? i saved money. shakes butt*

ps. baby, if you're reading this, don't smile to yourself like idiot ah!! i'll smackyour asssssssssssssss(:

2009-12-23T23:22:00.004+08:00

christmas party at dear's place tomorrow!!!! yay!!!!

meeting my girls for gift exchanging!!! then lunching together(: home and change and then head for boyfrind's place. i reckon i'll be home late. hey, it's the eve of christmas!!! love me for being more sporting now!!

2009-12-23T00:05:00.002+08:00

waking up super early tomorrow. brother's going to his secondary school to buy uniform and books. and i have to go also. cause mummy pulled me along. lol!!!

2009-12-21T21:52:00.002+08:00

dear bought me 'tea leaf eggs' just now. ( translate to chinese please!! ) lol! though it didn't really taste as nice as those sold at little india, i really appreciate baby for buying them and bringing them right up to my door step. thank you baby! dear's mummy bought a mini ornament for me from her shanghai trip. it's super sweet alright?! thank you auntie!

went to meet my G.O.A.L girls to do christmas exchange. i love the presents girls! thanks alot! baby's waiting for me. i need to accompany him already. bye bye!!!

2009-12-20T18:30:00.002+08:00

i'm craving for ice cream!!!! will someone get me some? chocolate and strawberry. or peppermint!! i'll love you heaps!

2009-12-17T19:24:00.002+08:00

i miss baby even though he's beside me. lol!!he's feeding me his dinner now. not because he can't finish. cause he's afraid my gastric will act up again. isn't he sweet? i got hooked onto rihanna's stupid in love. i may be dumb but i'm not stupid. how contradicting. but i love it. contradictions make songs interesting.

fuck it! i'm so what the hell broke now!!! my income is on it's way. :D dear went for an interview today. i'm going to pray hard that he'll get the job. dear laugh until no sound. mad already!!!! and he went ek ek ek again.

9 more days to rotting. dear's going to throw me in singapore!!! stupid idiot. i hate you. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

2009-12-16T16:55:00.000+08:00

even the smallest present can cheer me up. thank you dear!

2009-12-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

i've finished wrapping presents for christmas! yeah, sweet presents for my sweetest girls. they're always here for me when i need help. a present can show my appreciation. i just helped mummy take part in a lucky draw from seventeen. lol! she wanted foundation and i entered for her using my name. cool right? she paiseh. lol! i miss baby. he's going to malaysia in another 10 days. throw me in singapore. stupid dear!!!

2009-12-15T15:43:00.002+08:00

having serious period cramps now. since yesterday. went for check up at the doctor's yesterday and the result was normal! yay!! i'm a normal kid(: sick of blogging these days. haven't got the time to blog. but i'll blog whenever i can. yesterday was baby and my tenth month. yay! i love him(: baby went for his driving lesson yesterday. instructor said he's improving tremendously. that's about all.

2009-12-06T14:53:00.002+08:00

heading out in awhile to get some stuff from erika. nice. i get to meet her again. school tomorrow. the last week of school and then it's holiday already :D yay!!!

2009-12-04T19:40:00.003+08:00

randoms!

i had nothing to do and i started blog hopping.i went to my juniors' blogs and i've realised many of them really have grown. some to prettier girls, some to slightly better than the past. nevertheless, it's still a change. i miss guides and feel like going back to have a look. but with school and all on one hand, and boyfriend in the other, i have no more hands to hold my guides. should i use my feet instead? i suddenly feel that i miss alot of people. dad, mum, sis, bro. and everyone i love. except for shameless her and H.S.E him. really, the sight of them really makes me want to puke! feel like catching 2012 again for the sake of watching the whole story line and cry three times in the show. Johann urb's missed greatly, without me saying, DUH! went to get new specs from the optemetrist. (is that how you spell it?) whatever! got a new half framed specs which mum chose for me. arriving on monday. will be wearing it to school soon. and hopefully no one makes a commotion about it. cause it's no surprise when i get my specs changed. who wants to care? just a pair of spectacles, like will you make a commotion when someone gets new clothes? obviously not! so it's freaking retarded to come up to me and ask, hey, you changed your glasses? surely you're dumb if you can't see that i look different. or even blind!

hahaha! you wouldn't really believe this. there is a difference of how it feels physically when you kiss your own lover and when you kiss another friend. i had that experience. went to meet my erika precious for awhile just now and it was raining super heavily. we played and chat under the void deck and had this sudden craze of taking smooching photos. well, our lips didn't meet. but there was on piece when it met. and the feeling of kissing her was like places a piece of raw meat on my lips. totally different from the feeling i kissed baby. speaking of baby, he did this idiotic thing just now. just only! i was blogging halfway and suddenly i stopped.
baby: why you stop?
me: *stunned* er, nothing, i was daydreaming
baby: HAHAHA! (closing his eyes and smiling super widely, saying) 'ERK ERK ERK!'
thanks dear, you made me laugh! lol! heading for the bad once i finish typing this. want to spend time with baby playing. *it's not what your dirty mind is thinking*

2009-12-04T18:10:00.002+08:00

if let's say i tell you that i'm yearning for a huge hug, would you believe me? i can easily get a hug from baby. but i don't want his. i want a hug cause i miss my friends now. retard right? baby's using his wi fi on his phone to locate my house. silly right? having dinner with him and his family now. presents are on the way. christmas is approaching. and i haven't went for christmas shopping. getting baby a little present(: i love him!

2009-12-03T20:15:00.002+08:00

had quite a nice exercise this afternoon, taking Napfa test. cool right? like finally you hear me talking about exercise after multi-million years! FAG! anyways, i skipped my 2.4 run today. teacher didn't allow me to take cause of my chest pains and i'm on medication. she doesn't want to see me lying on the streets. nice! so i have about a month to train up. cause when school reopens, i'll have to run. heheh! i'll become healthy for baby's sake. baby came to fetch me from school today. was super tired but my face lit up with joy when i saw him. baby said "chey!" jobell and i chey'ed him back. hahahahahaha!! bought sushi from ntuc and baby sent me home. bought dinner for family. and then he went home. how i wish he could have stayed a little longer. miss him now!!! terribly!

baby, good luck for driving test tomorrow! whether i get a car ride from you in future depends on tomorrow. then i can go everywhere with you(:

2009-12-02T20:52:00.003+08:00

fuck you bitch! not only you say this in front of me, you say this in front of everybody! SHAMELESS!!! pity you for still thinking one sided. oh, i forgot, you got puny brains. only fit for fifty percent of the knowledge others have. who knows, maybe less than that. forget it, it's on that tip of my little finger.

baby bought me sushi just now. cool or what? love him much much! was hungry when i woke up from my afternoon nap. just nice!!!

napfa tomorrow. i'll fail for sure. tomorrow is the day i confirm that i'm not in the best of health. want to bet? my chest will hurt.

2009-11-29T17:16:00.002+08:00

i've got an ulcer on my gum!!!!! ahhhh! and it hurts like hell! i tried drowning myself with water and the only outcome was it turned smaller. heheh! laugh at me!!! for being so mad over a small ulcer. yeah! killing me already. watched 2012 again yesterday. and today and i was like, wow, i've never watched a show for so many times!!! roar! back to admiring my Johann Urb. bye people!!

2009-11-28T18:27:00.001+08:00

i miss Johann urb. hehe! going to see him again in a couple of days soon. going to watch him die again. how sad! watching 2012 again with vekky brother soon!! yay! go Johann Urb!

2009-11-27T18:34:00.001+08:00

2012 was a nice show to catch! i present to you my love, Johann Urb!!!!! lol! love him many many. drool at the sight of him. watced 2012 yet? check him out! he's the pilot. sad thing was he died in the movie. at least he was courageous and saved the people(:

2009-11-25T22:23:00.002+08:00

movie with Cedric bud and terry brother on friday. 2012! here i come!!!

~~Adam Lambert is suave!!~~
Johann Urb is suave!!!!

2009-11-24T20:44:00.002+08:00

i ain't no follower

and i need no followers.

damn you, idiot! acting like you know everything. saying this and that, i don't want to give a damn for it. fuck off! i hate you oh-so-much! every part of you doesn't look genuine! even that smile or laughter. no one cares. roger that?!

2009-11-21T20:57:00.002+08:00

alright people!! i'm back! baby went for another day's work and packet food for me. cool? lol! i think so lor! he's been thinking about my gastric condition all this while and i love him for caring so much for me(: yup yup! very lazy to do stuff these few days. i'm like getting fatter as the days pass. like whoa! my slimming target is getting further and further. lol! watching weekend marathon for the biggest loser toget my motivation back. BUT! to no avail. haha! pathetic!

2009-11-20T21:41:00.002+08:00

boos! back to blog blog blog! sister went for prom and i had to rush home from school after lunch to help her prepare. blowed her hair to this set for her. cool or what?

dear went for work just now. came to see me after work. sweet!! just what i needed. to see him! lol! he's going back to work tomorrow. another day without him. boring day! nevermind, i'll just sleep in more in the morning. hopefully when i wake up, the time will pass by more quickly. hahaha! poor gastric. still bullying me up till now. what to do? i ill-treated it in the past. roars!!!!

2009-11-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

you know, i did something retarded today. i was watching tv at home just now. my phone vibrated and i picked up the remote control for scv and placed it at my ear and said hello. HAHAHAHAHA! retarded right? i cannot imagine myself doing this again! roars!

accounting CA tomorrow. all the best to me! and to my friends!! except H.S.E person!!!! you suck! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

seen doctor today. feeling great now(:

2009-11-15T20:48:00.001+08:00

feeling kind of moody today. didn't go out to meet boyfriend. was feeling okay today. yesterday was not okay at all!!!! fuck it man! spoiled my day with dear. pardon my vulgarities today. i'm really stuffed inside. just watched the makings of 2012 on tv just now. the visual effects were awesome!! going to catch it with baby and maybe cedric bud and another person. lol! cool!

i want christmas to come soon! i want to give baby his present! hohoho! think he'll be super surprised when he sees that nice nice present. i don't want to reveal what i'm giving him here yet. i know he reads my blog. BABY! think i don't know ah? stupid you!! :D but if you want to know, come ask me! if not, haha! don't. (stupid answer!)

craving for chicken feet now. but i can't eat those from bugis. cause very spicy. roar!! my gastric has failed me again. you know? i don't know why i'm hooked on to playing tap tap revenge 2 on my sister's iphone. how retarded can i get? lol! waiting for baby to call me later.

meanwhile i'll go check what's on tv. toodles!

2009-11-14T17:25:00.001+08:00

the new clutch wallet i bought.

you don't like it? that's your problem. you're not using it anyway.

2009-11-14T17:05:00.002+08:00

081109. beybey and my day. officially beybeys. lol! waited for her to finish school yesterday. i ended at 11 and she, at one. slacked at canteen with Yeowei and Jobell. had lunch. i sang the two little tigers to Yeowei's boyfriend! cool or what? FUCKING COOL! met beybey and went over to j8 to get her sushi. grabbed her apple pies and bus'ed back to pasir ris in 53. did last minute meet up at 4 plus over at compasspoint *with ah hao* to do something. lol! they're going to help me pick a present~ woo~ hao left, beybey and i grabbed dresses. (photos up there) there are other photos as well. but i've decided to post these two instead. the other photos, maybe in facebook or something. so much to do, so little time!

today-

met baby at the lift outside my house today. bus'ed to serangoon in 109. train'ed to little india. walked to bugis to get my clutch wallet. aftermath, walked around aimlessly. took 80 to vivo. somehow i didn't feel well when we reached vivo. my gastric's up to something again. what the fuck?! always spoil my day. bus'ed back in 80, reached kovan and changed to 81. home. dear, i'm sorry today's a really short day. but the time spent with you was precious. i love the way you asked me how i'm feeling. i love the way you held my hands and gave me a kiss on my forehead. i love every single second spent with you. thank you dear! me love you very very the much! i want to make up for the extra time we gave up because i had to go home. next time i want to spend a full day with you. promise to take care of my gastric. it's better ever since two months back. cause i listened to my personal doctor. lol! doctor kenneth chan. i love you~

2009-11-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPIEST NINTH MONTH BABY!!!

i love you so so so much! meet me there tomorrow! muacks!

2009-11-13T09:41:00.002+08:00

BLACK FRIDAY'S MY LUCKY DAY!!

met up with dear in his school yesterday. the stupid lift no reception. i wanted to call him but then when the lift door closed, my phone stated the "emergency call only" thingy at the bottom of my phone. no reception!!!!!!!!!! had luch with clique. aftermath, went to take bus with baby to tampines 1. stupid chuck wanted to meet me. i don't know why also. lol! said hi and bye. not fun! bus'ed home in 3 from the interchange. baby sent me home and went home himself. i love him can?! cause he always makes it a point to send me home. love love!! slept for like many hours.

cedric bud woke me up with a miss call. called him back and chatted for like almost an hour. i finally heard him "..." (fill in what you think it is) for the first time. wanted to head down to look him up. but i haven't had dinner. was afraid something might happen to my gastric. sorry bud!

dear was sweet. after driving, he went to get mac for me. cause i didn't take dinner and was damn itching for the game label. lol! i only won the fuel thingy. gave it to botak. think he'll need it. slept throughout after dinner.

meeting natasha beybey later. bus-ing home with her after school. getting sushi after school with her. cravings!

i've got a weird feeling in my stomach. think i'm hungry. will anyone get me sweet corn? i'll trade it for a hug!

2009-11-11T22:40:00.002+08:00

halt! stay right where you are!! my stomach is aching damn damn badly! poor me right? nowadys it's hurting so so badly. going to see a doctor soon!!!

meeting dear in his school tomorrow. apparantly there's some career fair held in his school tomorrow. first time i'm going to dear's school to "take him home" lol! so cool!!!! school started at 11 today. ended at 1. went for a test and i think it's kind of okay. haha!

bugis on saturday with dear. hopefully able to catch my 2012!!!

behold! i'm coming your way! knock you down man!

2009-11-10T20:31:00.001+08:00

i want to catch 2012 with baby!!!!

2009-11-06T19:00:00.003+08:00

had a nice chat with Cedric buddy. he's going to be fine. your secret is so safe with me(: no one knows and i won't blurt it out! promise! text me if you need anything okay? 'Fight your feelings!' the quote i gave cedric just now. deep meaning! all the way ced! you've got my support!

dear's armpit still stinks. i think he never bathe at all. eeeeeeeeee!!!! dear. another 8 days left! yay!

i hate the way you try to think that you're so popular. the fact is, i don't think so. you don't look nice after that ...... only friend and i know what is that. seriously, i don't like talking behind your back. can i tell you straight in the face when i see you for the last time? i don't mind making things out so obvious you know? i don't care what you tell others. i only care about staying as far as i can from you. i hate you!

2009-11-04T16:41:00.002+08:00

i just changed my blog song.

i've got no school tomorrow!!!! yay-ness! meaning i can sleep till very late tomorrow. dear has school from 10 till 12. sad or what? i can't accompany him. he's got driving lessons tomorrow. dear dear! your driving exam's coming! practice hard!!! hope you won't fail. pray hard hard!!!

first, dear is staring at me
second, dear is still staring at me
third, dear is staring at me forever!
dig out those eyes dear! stop looking or i'll give you a wet kiss now!

dear didn't bathe. i can smell his body odour from the armpit when i lift his hand up. HAHAHAHAHA!

this idiot pissed me off! think your eyes so sexy? KA-PUIIIIIII!!!! diao diao and diao some more. i don't want to care! lifeless bastard! enough said. not going to waste time on you.

Baby if they ask me I would say
I don't even know your name
And when they ask me 'Does it change' '
No it don't change a thing
Cause there's something 'bout the way you love me
There's just something 'bout the way you know me
And I can't explain enough
Just something 'bout our future love, future love, future love
Something 'bout our future love, future love, future love

2009-11-02T18:50:00.001+08:00

dear is stupid!!!!! heheh!

2009-10-30T17:05:00.001+08:00

few things i want to say. first, i was utterly disgusted early in the morning on wednesday. here's why. i have to walk pass a staircase which leads to the bus stop where i take the bus to school every morning. i walked past the stairs and saw this man standing at the shelter. when i walked nearer, i realised something. his pants wasn't zipped. this is normal cause most guys tend to forget to do so when they're in a rush for time. but! to my horror, this guy wasn't wearing briefs! and please, for god-sake! his "you-know-what" was seen outside the zipper!!! i saw this early in the morning and that totally turned me off. my day was ruined by this sight. so damn ruined. i hope i don't see this guy around in future doing this again. cause if he does, i will send a photo to stomp or something like that. utterly disgusted!!!

next, there's this someone, i've been tolerating. and to this person, i tell you:

stop being such an idiot by doing things behind other's back. friend and i are irritated! you thought you were great by ignoring us, isolating us. sorry, you're wrong. you didn't check what you were doing. can you open your eyes wider to see what's going on? you realise no one's really caring about you? whether you intend to do things or not, no one listens to you, like DUH! who wants to? not me! not friend. you're not the decision maker now. you realise now your questions start with 'want to', 'how about' and more? you have stepped on friend's and my toes since months ago. we're tolerating. when the volcano reaches the limit, don't blame us if we raise our voices at you. seriously, did we do anything for you to do this to us? even if we did, blame it on yourself. you keep telling others what to do in the past. as if you're an expert or something. you don't practice what you preach. in other words, you have no rights to tell me what to do! cause whatever you said were loads of crap. you didn't make it happen for yourself. we hate the sight of you. i hope the days pass by quickly so that i don't have to see your face anymore. you've got H.S.E ... so thickskinned. to be honest, you're not exactly that great looking. i'm done with ranting. you! know that i'm talking about you? i think so. self reflection time!

*feeling better already*

tomorrow heading down to Natasha beybey's bbq. yay! dear's coming too!

dear's a nice guy. my ten cents sweet!!!

2009-10-16T17:31:00.002+08:00

i can get rid of my stupid old phone!!!! stupid keypad problem. thanks to natasha for the LG phone. love love you beybey!! lol!

dear's a stupid boy. Kenneth Chan, do you see that?? :D

2009-10-14T18:05:00.001+08:00

here!!! the photo. finally, dear scanned into the computer for me!!! dear is going to fork out money to buy me a secondhand ice cream phone!!! yay! natasha's getting a new phone. she really wants a phone with front camera desperately.

"when i'm walking down the street they say hey sexy!!!"

2009-10-10T18:16:00.001+08:00

tomorrow is the last day of holidays. finding a day to bake cookies with baby. we're going to bake together!!! watch out baby, i'm going to throw flour on you!!!

2009-10-09T17:54:00.004+08:00

outing with my precious girls on tuesday. i haven't get dear to scan the neoprints in yet. pardon the blurred photos. neoprint taking is a tradition for us. and it's always my dearest natashalaogong who treats us to one machine. love her loads. met the girls in the morning at west plaza's bus stop. bus-ed to white sands to meet dear. cause he wants to tag along. went over to bugisiluma to get our movie tickets - the ugly truth. i watched it the second time already. the first time was with baby. had yoshinoya as lunch. movie-ed with them and went to bugis junction to get our neoprints taken. train-ed back to pasir ris to get a second round of neoprints. below are the ones.

bus-ed to bhai's place to get some stationeries and then went to my block downstairs to discuss about natasha's birthday barbeque. dear went home cause he caught a little cold. home sweet home at 8 plus.

school starting soon. holidays don't seem to be enough. time spent with baby getting lesser. cause school's going to start in 2 days!!!!!!!! worrying about not being able to wake up on time.

* daddy chased me out of the house last night. and he still said i went out on my own accord. daddy's unfair. he made me cry till my eyes swell. dear came down to accompany me. thanks dear. i love you. *

ps. botak, sorry i cannot come over to meet you today.

2009-10-03T19:13:00.002+08:00

finished doing whatever editings to this photo. bored now. damn bored. it's raining and dear's not with me now. boos! blog when i got the time! lazy to do so these days.

2009-10-01T17:40:00.003+08:00

i went to see the doctor yesterday. with baby accompanying me. the moment the nurse knows that i want to see doctor because of chest discomfort, she sent me straight upstairs to do some check up. the nurse checked my heartbeat and all. then sent me in to see the doctor. the doctor said, "it's heartburn" and he prescribed me a month's medication. he wants me to take it long term. lol! i don't like medication!!!!! dear sent me home after that. feeling better now. thanks to those who cared.

anyway, it's children's day today. i got a present from mummy. she bought me mentos. but too bad, i can't eat. so i kept it. maybe next time i can eat(: hopefully it hasn't expired. results came out today. i almost had to retake my accounting. i got an E! lol! what a close shave! costing i got a B and Business Law i got an A. wasn't happy with my GPA though. baby checked his today. he has one A and two B. giving him a GPA of 3.308. my baby's so happy. i made him aim for a 3.5 next GPA. lol!

going to granny's house tomorrow. giving her the mooncake for mid autumn festival. there's something wrong with baby's phone. his battery went bonkers. he was charging his phone but this morning, it showed... 0%!!! after charging for like half an hour, the percentage only went up to 4%. then it jumped to 60%. then 100%. after he removed his phone from the charging portal, within a few minutes, the phone was left with 80%. baby's going to change phone soon. but not that soon for that stupid phone he is using currently to go bonkers.

baby's driving now. drive safely dear. i miss you hell lots!

2009-09-30T11:20:00.002+08:00

chest pains ever since three days back. i want to see a doctor! baby, thank you for cheering me up last night. you knew i was feeling uneasy and you promised everything you would be fine. yups, i promise you that i'll stay healthy also! supposed to meet you at 7.30 in the morning for a little bit of cardio exercise to improve my current condition. you had to wake up at 6 just to prepare to accompany me do some work out. i texted you to ask you to sleep back. cause i still feel uneasy about the tiny tiny aches. it's not unbearable. i suppose it's got something to do with the acid in my stomach. mummy told me heartburn is caused by the acid in the stomach. baby did research on heartburn for me last night. he assured me that it is a common "illness". thanks baby. you're the best. baby calmed me down and waited for me to feel tired then he "tucked" me into bed over the phone. i think baby slept at 2 plus. sorry dear, for making you sleep so less. he's still sleeping now. and i'm up, blogging to sort of shout to the world that i think there's something wrong with my body (?) i've no idea what i'm talking about. baby, i'll get well(: don't worry about me.

baby bought dinner for my family and sent it right to my doorstep. my mummy wasn't feeling well and i was lazy to get out of the house. dear offered to buy dinner. sorry and thank you dear. he didn't take his dinner and came down to buy dinner.it's so tough on you. my mummy loves you. my daddy loves you. my brother loves you. my sister loves you. but i love you more. much much more than them. people, don't be jealous. hahahahahahaha!! i'm very lucky. i know. who doesn't like to tell and show the world how great their boyfriends treat them?

i feel like shopping with baby now. i think it'll be the best therapy for my chest pains.

2009-09-29T00:21:00.003+08:00

my baby is special =D... i love my laopo many many hehehehe.. now in the phone with my baby.. and also typeing this post =D hehe i so good =D wheres is my reward hehe..

love my baby so so much =D going 8th months soon looking forward to it ^^

silly girl =p

written by Ah Ken™

2009-09-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

i feel like posting these photos. so pardon me. wasn'yt in the best of mood today. having my period and that sucked. my tummy was cramping up. shucks! so i almost stayed in bed for the whole day. didn't feel like blogging. but since i'm online already, why not? random topics of the day.

the family photo of my babies caught with dear. and three stalk of roses from him. love him loads!

mummy hurt her leg and put a tiny plaster. i had nothing better to do and i took a photo of it.

new-born baby into the family of chan. this is ji ji (yaya) chan.

miss biting this stupid baby of mine. ever so lovely. i love you heaps!

need tons of shopping to make me happy.

ps. didn't win toto :( dear didn't too. tough luck!

2009-09-20T18:32:00.002+08:00

went over to mama yu's place for 'za jiang mian' yesterday. turned out super good! i loved it(: too bad i didn't take photos of it. lol! but a very tasty meal. thank you mama yu!!!!

2009-09-20T18:18:00.003+08:00

i forgot to upload the photos of jonathan's dog when i went over to study for exam. lol!!!

2009-09-17T20:07:00.002+08:00

was playing with my make up and did this to my sister. she wanted to experiment with make up and i did this to her. retarded. lol! we laughed till our heads almost dropped and rolled on the floor. enjoy the retarded photos.

"i've got moustache!"

it's either this way or that.

call me devil

and i can be angelic at times.

2009-09-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

happiest seventh month dear!!!! love love you!!! muacks!!!

2009-09-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

i went out with dear and my sister with her friends yesterday. lol! off to it show again. sister bought a 4 gb memory stick and i wanted one too. dear went back today to get it for me. how sweet. he bought sushi and kinderjoy for me too! i love him many many!!! tomorrow going to rebond my hair. hope my hair won't be short like the the last time. or else i'll be sad. roars! dear caught a mickey for me yesterday and i hung it on my phone. how pretty(: played with psp the whole day today and my eyes are hurting now. many many hours. lol! resting soon. i love kenneth chan. really really love him much much!!!!!!!

2009-09-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

blogger has problems again??? anyway, was having exams sice monday. costing was okay. business law, i hope to get an A. but a B, i'm also satisfied. accounting, i screwed the damn paper!!! out of 100 marks, i think i got like... 20 marks? i wasn't confident at all. what's over is over. went out with dear today. city hall for comex! my friends are working there. popped over to say hello. walked around and saw a very cool camera. one that can take photo from the front of the camera. i don't know how to explain. hahaha! dear had driving lessons. so he sent me until the bus stop opposite my house and he has to coninue with the bus ride. or else he will be late.

stupid blogger don't let me upload photos. i wanted to upload photos of jonathan's dog. went to his house to study accounting with danny on tuesday. roars!!!!

2009-09-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

rebonding my hair this coming monday. yay!!!!!!

2009-08-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

the gift we gave mrs wee for teacher's day. lol. i didn't attend school on the celebration day. stayed at home and chat with dear for the whole day. lol!

2009-08-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

dear and i went out today. we wanted to shop at city hall. but my gastric gave me problems. so we stayed around at dhoby ghaut. there is another M)phosis there. i went in and found that orange slipper and bought it. cool? HAHA! after which, we went over to DMK and i fell in love with the silver slippers. loved t. ching! bought it! lol!

dear caught this minnie with a bun for me. dear and i named it mini minnie. cause it's small??? lol! dear sent me home. still having gastric pains :(

2009-08-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

blogger's problem sucks big time!!!

2009-08-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

dear and i went to work for his aunt. a food catering service. the pay is damn great! and i simply love it loads. the job was fun as well. lol! met dear over at his house and waited for his brother to get ready. set off to orchard meeting my friends there. had a short briefing at Tangs. off to work we went. dear and i covered the section on the third level. i get to work with deear. yay! Andy was with us.. HAHA! photos taken with dear.

dear looks so cool in the uniform. lol! me love him belly the much!

2009-08-19T15:51:00.002+08:00

i'm so happy(:

i'm going to work with dear this friday. haha! together with his brother, jobell and her friend, andy, jonathan and his friend and jiahao. looking forward!!!

2009-08-16T19:29:00.000+08:00

i was downstairs with mummy when i saw the kittens. ain't they cute? they were strays you know? poor kittys.... i want to keep the both of them!!!!! dear! you see this? i want a puppy too!

2009-08-11T17:51:00.002+08:00

dear finally helped me scan the neoprints we took last friday. haha!

friday-
let's start with when we met up. was in the bus waiting for dear to board. but the bus i was in totally skipped his stop!!! (apparantly, there were two bus 3. the one i took was at the back) reached the interchange earlier than him cause the bus i was in overtook his bus. roars! a game of hide and seek! when dear arrived at the interchange, i hid a tiny plastic bag behind me. closer, he came... SURPRISE!!!! i cooked fried egg for him! or was it scrambled egg? you get what i mean.. sat outside the mrt interchange over at the porch. accompanied him while he takes every small bite from that container. he had those cute expressions. like he didn't want to quickly finish the eggs. hahaha! dear fed me after every mouthful he took. so sweet right? finished. went to make bus concession. done, and took a bus down to tampines to catch our movie, UP!!!

tampines- both of us realised it was still quite early. shopped at tampines 1. dear brought me somewhere near MCKY unlimited. and i saw a bolster. a mickey one. dear bought it for me. at 10 bucks. *muacks! thanks dear* carried the bolster into the cinema and hugged it all the way throughout the show. Up was nice(:

me: can we keep it? please??
dear: no!
me: but it's a talking dog!!!!!!show ended. went to bugis to get our neoprints taken. (up there) got my chicken feet. went home like a happy kid with dear to send me up to my doorstep(:

saturday-
went to whitesands to collect my cousin's blog items. she bought two tops. met her. off to lunch at mac. bus'ed to sengkang, to meet another cousin. saw daphne sweetie and charleston brother and walked to the bus stop together. received cousin's call...

cousin: i think i'll be late. you want to come up to my place first?
me: lol. okay.

cousin and i went up to his place. he was playing games lor!!!! lol! waited for half hour. train to little india. accompanied him eat laksa. haha! then to grandparent's place. dinner there. met dear and he bought me chicken feet again! triple happiness(: home.

sunday-
national day celebration at home. just tv'ed like forever? didn't talk much with dear. busy watching tv. haha! nothing much though.

monday-
daddy's at home. another lifeless day. without dear to accompany me. shag. cause i was packing my room. i found a red packet and intended to throw it away. luckily i opened it up. there was eight dollars inside!! if i thrown it away, i'll be eight dollars poorer! roars! chat with dear at night. i told him something and he laughed like so madly.

me: dear, we cannot name our daughter monica.
dear: why?
me: cause your surname is chan. in chinese, it's zeng.
dear: then?
me: i don't want our daughter to be name monica zeng. (touch your ass in chinese and hokkien)
dear: *laughed like a madman*

tuesday (today)-
almost didn't go to school. had gastric and it hurt so badly. left home twice and went home twice. due to the stomachache. mummy said i can skip school. but i didn't feel like skipping school. took my gastric medicine. felt better and went ahead with school. saw natasha laogong in the bus. chitty chatty until i reached school .school as per normal and cca as per normal. only happiest thing which happened was dear fetched me home from school. he was in my school(: yay! sent me home. now, in his house. i love him loads you know?

i love to be in his arms(:

2009-08-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

dear got me a happy meal today and that really made me like a happy kid. HAHA! then dear went downstairs with me and my sister to get some toiletries. dear told me something very funny today. i asked him if buying the happy meal would be heavy for him cause he got to buy my sister's share too. but i got the phrasing of the question wrong. so it went like this..
Me: you carry the happy meal, you not heavy meh?
dear: of course heavy la
Me: *sad* huh?!
dear: i'm fifty kg, heavy or not?!
i laughed until i almost cried lor! lol! anyway, dear's asleep. i'm blogging and texting with my friend, mr andy lim changjie. HAHA! funny right? multi-tasking. school tomorrow. dear's sending me to school. thank you so much dear!!!!! i love you. i promised dear to sleep early. got to keep it. nights people!!!

2009-07-27T18:26:00.000+08:00

at dear's place now. doing some editing of something. and i'm so successful!!!! i'm happy!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!

2009-07-24T16:22:00.000+08:00

random post of photo. lol!

2009-07-24T15:49:00.002+08:00

yesterday i went for s&w... i finished one round of running. HAHAHA! i was so happy cause i managed to finish that one round myself. clap please!!! i'm with dear now and he's taking me out to dinner later. hahaha! happiest kid in the world, that would be me. lazy to blog. i'm hungry now. today's botak's birthday. happy birthday brother!! old man. 20th birthday. spend it well! love you, bro(:

2009-07-18T21:15:00.004+08:00

yesterday hurried home from school to quickly get a bath and then off to dear's house.

dear and i are catching Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince. i called it harry poo poo and the half price. lol! on the way to tampines in bus 34 from punggol. hehe!!!

my sister said it was boring. but i found it okay. maybe she didn't catch the jokes? i saw the packaging for the popcorn. it was like inside a cauldron like container. and the drink, there was a harry potter wizard hat at the top! it made it look so cool! lol! dumbledore died. boos! the show ended like halfway? cause we were suppose to wait for the next episode to be out. left the cinema and saw dear's friend. took a train to pasir ris and bought mac as dinner.

dear sent me home and then he went home alone. thank you dear(: and thank you for the movie treat. i love you!!! super much!!!

ps. some things need not be spelt out. what the rest say which is negative to you, you have the choice of not listening. afterall, you know the full story but they don't.

2009-07-14T16:37:00.002+08:00

i'm sick!!!!!!!!!
super sick! having flu. i keep sneezing like no one's business. started with this morning with a little stuffy nose. then it got worse. if i'm still not feeling better by tonight, i'll consult a doctor and stay at home. i'm socially responsible. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! hopefully i recover faster. dear cooked noodles for me. i'm going to eat already. toodles!!!

neo print

2009-07-12T01:13:00.001+08:00

taa-daa!!! the neoprints dear and i took on friday. dear finally scanned them into the computer and put them into my post draft for me. thanks dear. meeting dear in awhile's time. cause he's going to pass me my magazine. tomorrow. school again. sian.

2009-07-11T21:10:00.003+08:00

dear went to cut his hair just now.. and he went to cup walker to get me bubbletea. bus all the way to my place and we went to NTUC to get some neccesities. is that how you spell that? dear held the shopping basket for me while i chose the items on the shelves. on our way back, it was raining. we doubled up our pace and walked all the way back home. dear even carried the stuff for me right up till my door step. how sweet. i accompanied him to the bus stop with an umbrella. but ended up walking under the shelter. lol!

i hope darling does not catch a cold on his way home cause there's no shelter. sob sob!!! i can't go the extra mile for him ): at least i get to meet him today.

2009-07-10T23:12:00.004+08:00

met dear just now. had dinner with his family. his mummy cooked curry chicken(: nice!! then we went to bugis to do something both of us haven't done before. take neoprints! lol! we spent eleven bucks on the photos. will upload it when dear scan into his computer with his fabulous scanner...

having my period now. feeling a little grumpy. but still quite happy cause at least the cramp is not as bad as the previous time.

i'm like super sleepy now. going to sleep in a while's time. but chatting with my darling first. he misses me already. lol! * he said so * i love the neoprints taken with my dear today. dear, faster scan to computer!!!!

2009-07-10T18:07:00.003+08:00

finally, i can post the photos on stupid blogger(: and that makes me very happy!!!

photos were taken on my birthday. and posted only now(:

2009-07-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

blogger's giving me problems!!!!

2009-06-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST ANDY!!!