Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 1:10 PM heading home straight aft sku to change.. thn its heading out!!! ****** off to bugis ****** watching the mummy returns with clique... not all in clique's going thou.. only me, jobell, jon nnd andy... boos... but its alright.. the ultimate motive of me going bugis is to savour the laksa.. hohoho~ updates soon.. lesson's starting...
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 3:04 PM stupid OA!!!! i dunno how to do... roars.. yak yak yak went the teacher... in nnd out.. went the words in my ears... mental torture to me nnd my poor eyes, ears, mouth nnd nose- roars!!! texting cedric every now nnd then in class.. he killed my boredom.. esp in oa lesson... plus plus plus.. blogging away.. nnd cedric, if u're reading my post now, ytd night really wasn't me ya?? im not that bored till i do this kinda stupid thing.. lols~ sorry... but i noe u're a damn nice person.. hohoho~ u'll forgive me ehh?? yesyesys... baa baa black sheep.. *tsk tsk* alrights- im done with blogging... the mood's gone- u're missed greatly..u're adorable |
Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 10:22 AM what's love to me?? it simply means sacrificing anything for my love.. yes.. im willing to sacrifice alot for my boyfriend.. why do ppl ask me to define love when ppl got tons of perspective of love?? do i still have the trust for love?? my gut feeling pushes me towards love.. but is this gonna make me confident of the next relationship? my ans would be a yes.. so long as you love nnd care for me like the way i need.. i'll love you for life.. no matter how tough everything might be.. im sure that the love wld NEVER fade... ppl deem me as the devoted lover... am i one?? pls, ans for me.. can you?? jus your ans can make my whole life change... trust me.. it will- what matters most is not what others think abt me, but you.. will that love continue to blossom?? or will you let it wither?? i'll let you decide...
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Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 10:06 PM ALRIGHTS.. im proud to let the whole world noe that i've moved on.. i dun live in the past anymore.. i once told myself.. i wont wear those 2 rings anymore if i forget him... nnd yes.. i removed the rings on friday.. this proves that i did it!! nnd to him i would like to say.. im treating you as a best friend.. u're privileged... thanks to clique.. rooted me everytime i needed help.. i love them more than anything in this world.. nnd i mean it!! ytd cedric texted me.. hohoho~ stupid laas!! everything oso wan fight with me!! too bad cedric, i will win.. hahaha~ nnd yes, im feeling so happy now.. why?? i finally am able to let go of my past.. andy lim chang jie, thank you.. for tying me down so badly.. i still managed to free myself.. whatever ur actions, or whatever u say.. i noe it wont make me regret my decision.. but still, i gotta thank you for making me the world's fortunate girlfriend.. thou its all in the past alr.. i'll rmb everything u did for me.. i'll keep them a memories.. nnd bury them deep in my heart.. as for now... we're simply best friends... u work hard ok?? earn more money laas!!! but dun later earn too much den forget me this friend ar!! lols~ looking forward to more happy times with you.. esp when u tell me ur jokes.. roars!! hopefully i can go out to study with clique tmr laas!! i wanna meet up nnd study!!! my accounts is like.. woah!!! so ya.. better buck up wanjing!! nnd yes.. jobell, andy, terence nnd i have been selected to join bridge leader.. i hope all goes well.. my cca points depend on bridge leader!!
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Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 11:17 AM boy u really broke my heart this tym.. im damn affected by wat's happening recently... i dun wanna be like this.. why issit that up till now u're still having such a huge impact on me.. watever u do, watever u say.. ur attitude really affects me.. first u throw me to die alone.. now u leave me hanging in the air.. im scared.. really scared.. my appearance seem im alright.. but boy i tell you.. im not... everytime i see couples talking so sweetly nnd all, im experiencing a sharp pain thru my heart.. do u noe how terrible that feeling is?? maybe u dun.. u indulge urself with work all the time.. u have no time to see how loving other couples are.. nnd everytime i wanna talk to u abt our stuff, u pull ur friend in to help u analyse the situation... does ur friend really noe wats going on?? as in how we treat each other?? EVERYTHING!!! even if he/she noes.. doesn't he/she noe that he/she cant help our prob cus the ultimate decision still lie with us?? only we ourselves noe best how we feel.. true, u may wanna ask for advice cus normally u wld think u made a wrong decision.. but why must ur friend be the one to help you decide?? afterall, u run ur life.. not others.. im not objecting you to asking for advice.. but based on one person's view cant help to decide.. cus people got different perspectives.. u get what i mean?? u noe how i feel?? the way u look at me everytime i see you.. its very torturing.. i cried ytd.. in the mrt on the way home.. people looked.. i din care- my eyes went teary in the bus today.. the way i try to hold back those tears.. its tough!! there was this sourish feeling in my heart.. sometimes i wonder.. how come i wld lose my bf all of a sudden?? i mean.. really .. its illogical! u reading my post now?? i hope not. u wld think im childish.. im nonsensical, or even sentimental... but yes.. i have to admit.. i still love nnd miss you greatly..
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@ 10:44 AM long tym no blog!! lalalas~ doing oa now... but teacher yakking away.. cant be bothered.. might as well blog.. lols~ jus now kena scold by teacher laas!! freak!! we late for class.. ahahas~ she say we too much.. took about 40mns to have a brk when she only gave us 15mins.. lols` power!! ytd watched dark knight.. will give 4stars.. dun ask me where is the last star.. i have no idea.. lols~ saw how danny's stead look like.. heheh~ nnd then home'ed.. changed nnd left the bloody hse, off to plaza sing to meet clique.. met up with terence's girl.. at swensen's.. cus i wanna eat. lols~ then train'ed to boon keng met up with jiahao nnd andy.. SLACK!!!! went home feeling lousy.. roars!! clique, thanks for being there for me... nnd as for why i bcum liddat recently.. will fill u guys in with the details asap.. back to oa.. cant catch up alr.. boos!!
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Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 4:05 PM i drew his outta boredom jus now... there's purple nnd pink.. which is nicer?? obviously the purple wan.. lols~ went over to kbox with clique.. over at amk... that's the future superstar alr.. taa-daa!!! that'a jiahao's shoe.. lols u haven seen terence.. that's his side view.. will let u see his front view soon soon... he's shy.. caught it!! done by me!! ain't zhenghao's hand sexy?? lols~ my masterpiece.. clap lehhs!!
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@ 2:13 PM im like so... i dunno wat to say... but.. i jus feel like venting out my anger, frustrations nnd blah blah blah.. im feeling super unhappy inside.. i dunno wats e reason.. when i pick out a possibility, the feeling still lingers.. so by thn, the point will be ruled out.. nnd there i go again.. start thinking of wat the other causes may be.. ytd was practically emo-ing.. thanks to those who cared.. esp lovely clique... u guys are loved millions of tonnes man!! as the feeling was still there when i reached home.. i went of to sleep.. from 5plus to this afternoon's 12plus.. boos!! nnd yes, im still feeling very lousy now... i have the drive to blog.. but the fingers are so stiff nnd so dun wanna move.. someone take me to a doc?? there's smth wrong with me.. the nerves have been connected at the wrong place.. im serious deyy!!! roars!! save me?? get me my medicine?? who who who???
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 3:37 PM Hellos you!!! pls stop bombing my phone during my lesson tym canns??!! earlier jus now when u started bombing my precious beloved phone, i was having my exams!! nnd with my bag under the table, i can feel it vibrating... pls laas!!! if i din pick up means im probably busy or smth.. y mus u keep bombing my phone?? it strongly starts to use my handphone batt.. nnd do u noe that my batt is very precious?? my house electricity is so high!! i have to limit myself to charge phone ya?? so if my bills go like bursting again, will you pay my bills?? dumbo!! nnd pls stop msg-ing me to ask me to eat or wat.. i live my own life nnd i do not need you to bother ok?!! kindly stay outta my business nnd mind ur own stupid business!!! u dun have to tell me bout ur whereabouts cus u ain't my life.. i found my life nnd i wanna walk it myself.. nnd you have TOTALLY no rights to control wat i do... jus leave me alone this lifetime.. i dun wanna have you as a friend either.. i believe you wouldn't too... im very selfish nnd i wont give you a damn.. except for the friends i really love.. you ain't part of them.. they are my family... u're not... get lost.. die further... thank you
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 10:27 AM ytd went over to Serangoon to meet up with clique.. met up with jobell at cp as usual... nnd usual routine.. walked past "ehh-hemm" to see the witch.. hahas~ STANDARD!!!! then train'ed to Serangoon... waited for JiaHao.. nnd again.. his not-so-creative "excuse" which he claims is his reason.. JiaHao: oh.. so sorry.. 5 more minutes.. the train new wan.. HAHAS!! in conclusion, i got a new pen nnd i will write SUPER slowly.. cus its new.. right right??? lols~ ya boy.. you're funny alright?? just this once.. hahas~ say thank you laa!!! nnd drink lotsa water!! the stupid ulcers are comquering you... lols~ yupps~ waited for jonathan to be release from his councillor stuff.. bell, hao nnd i were doing our work under jon's block.. ain't we nice?? yes we were... then came jonathan.. went back his place to get MEOW- meanwhile, came Andy.. he lost his way as Serangoon MRT has numerous exits.. yupps~ bell nnd i went to fetch him... whoots!! lost!!! he was lost!!! laughing as he walked to find his way out.. met up, went back to jon's block.. with poor hao sitting alone.. HAHAS!!! soon, soon... MEOW arrived!!! taa-daa!!! play play play!!! with everyone present.. went over to mac's to eat... clique walked me to MRT to send me home at 9plus.. i reached home at 10plus.. to be exact.. 10.14pm.. texted hao.. went to sleep... halfway thru that wonderful sleep of mine... the stupid handphone started vibrating!! my clique went crazy... sending goodnight texts every now nnd den.. hahas~ ya.. they were so sweet.. but they corrupted my sleep!! boos!!! thank you laas!!! i love my clique the most!!! lols~ nnd to my dearest one.. i miss you like hell laas!!! i dun care luhhs!!! i will miss you like hell nnd hell nnd hell.. i noe u will too.. thou u din say... hohoho~
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Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 6:25 PM im blogging nnd blogging nnd blogging... yes.. getting addicted to blogging as the time goes tick-tick-tock- nnd yes.. back to what i've been missing out on blogging... i saw him dat day... he made my heart go like W-O-A-H!!!! nnd made my ability to speak go GAGA... he's simply so charming nnd lovable.. nnd macho nnd the way he moves nnd talks.. made my mind go haywire.. i NEVER felt like tat b4.. until he appeared in my life... yes.. i noe all of ur hearts are itchying to noe hu is this person... HANCOCK!!! WILL SMITH!!! roars!! he is my man!!! ain't he a hottie??? sexaye guy... told you so... dun snatch him from me.. yupps~ he's married.. but im willing to be his daughter or anything.. jus to talk to him.... wahahahaa~ blogging in jiahao's place now... cannot let my mummy noe sia.. if not she'll kill me sia!!1 take the knife nnd slash me... child abuse.. i've such a cute mother.. nnd i had to BEG stupid jiahao to let me use the com.. he said that provided i finish a set of BZF w/s.. i FINISHED!!!!!!! hohoho~ nnd taa-daa!!! i finish!! hohohoho! (clap lehhs!!) jobell is dumb.. jonathan is dumb.. jiahao is dumb.. andy is dumb... danny is dumb.. zhenghao is dumb.. terence is dumb... EVERYBODY is DUMB!!!!! except me... im the smartest in the whole wide world... why? cus i love hancock nnd i noe he loves me too!!! WILL SMITH!!!! u're really hot!! i swear!!!! 2 idiotic guys playing ps in jiahao's place.. jobell is sitting beside me.. watching me blog... yes yes i noe.. im beginning to revive from the dead past i have.. reviving my so-dead blog... now.. its so lively.. cus im currently so mad now.. agree?? silence means consent... jiahao's idea.... ask me to type... here goes: im beautiful im beautiful im beautiful.......... (and the list goes on nnd on) HAHA!! i noe that im beautiful.. andy says so too.. i asked him if i am.. he din say anything... he once said if he saw a pretty girl, he'll go speechless.. taa-daa!!!! the proof!!! hehehe~ before i go really mad nnd start hyper-ing like crazy, i'd better stop here.. if not, jobell will have problems trying to calm me down... TOOdLeS!!
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Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 12:49 AM new blogskin... i wanna restart everything... i'll do everything properly.. i wanna make everything in my life perfect.. watch me ppl.. i will make it... further details coming up... today.. brief sum up... hougang to fetch jiahao... den off to slack.. much fun.. i love my clique... FOREVER... i mean it...
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