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Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 5:53 PM natasha laogong ask me to post.. lols~ dunno wat to post now.. no ideas flowing in.. jus a random post then(: met up with her over at punggol.. i say she is super duper wuper nice!! she braved the stupid rain to come pass me her cardigan im needing.. lols~ i love her mans!! off to compasspoint to study for AGF.. saw some "dirty" things i shldn't see.. nope.. not ghost or wat.. its some guy over there at the second level.. puh-lease!! he pollute my eyesight!! duhh! i think i wont be able to strike any lottery after i see him.. with some retarded looks frm him! kuku!! met up with jiahao over at G2000... i love his workplace!! dunno why. somehow jus felt the place smells of formal wear clothes smell nnd i love it(: ain't a sicko aight!! jus like how some ppl love the smell of books!! nnd god damn!! i forgot to buy my liquid from popular!! i need it for my dumbdumb exam laas!! hopefully the holis come quickly!! i wna work!! go jobbing, earn money nnd spend spend spend(: anyone wanna sponser me to buy me smth now? got the sudden itch to shop!! roars!! nnd my stupid stupid earhole is getting frm bad to worse!! im alr harbouring thots on letting it close alr.. shld i?? maybe sometym ltr ehh?? see how it goes(: change of blog skin soon.. this current one dun suit my life now. its as if im desperate to get back to him.. DUHH!! im NOT!! kuku!! sayos!

Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 2:56 PM im free from idiotic love problems!! three cheers! im officially single again after 11.26pm ytd!! i cant tolerate all ur nonsense anymore andy lim!! from the start, im glad i din trust u so much.. or i'll be an idiot by now.. u keep telling me u have no tym for me.. did i ever once complain?? ur whole damn attitude suck to the core nnd i've really tolerated enuf.. from now on, i vowed nv to contact u.. mark my words, i really carry my words out well.. all the idiotic actions proved to me u havent changed that single bit.. still very very CHILDISH!! the mature me has moved outta ur life!! u still live in fantasy, don't you? well, im sorry, im not some three yr old kid anymore. im not like the past, still so naive. u tried to make me the fool, but in actual fact, u're the one being treated as one. agree? feeling self-remourseful now? treat ppl like idiots, u'll endup being one. told you b4 not to take me for granted.. time after time u did... i acted dumb. but this time, im not dumb. i can tell right from wrong. here's a special post for you to tell you i've totally given up on u. i proved to my friends that i seriously can live w/o you. u're not some magician putting me under some spell to make me feel obsessed with you. to be honest, u lack the charm other guys have. u lack the qualifications others have. u lack many many other things which others have. u're still far from competing with them. no one is perfect. but i'll like to tell you, they are CLOSE to perfect. You? you are still miles from perfect. i wonder why such a guy like u exist in this world- you only took up so much resources from the environment. im not saying u shld leave the world or wat. if u change ur attitude, your lifestyle, AND YOUR WAY OF TREATING YOUR FUTURE GIRLFRIEND, u'll be a better living thing in this world. think it over ya? GOODBYE, AND THANKS FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE OF TREATING YOU LIKE AN IDIOT!!! (:

Thursday, August 28, 2008 @ 1:55 PM met up with my dearest counsin ytd at compass. makan makan.. thn he acc me walk walk.. chat chat.. crap crap.. saw ming hui, peck yun, kim ann, royce, tien kiat, shaun nnd steph there.. chitty chitty chatty chatty.. home'ed- quarrelled with him.. its not im unreasonable boy.. but the way everything goes.. im tired le.. dun torture me can?? maybe u've had a change of heart. i'll let u decide wat u wanna do.. but i dun wan us to quarrel. treat me like how u treat me last tym pls..

Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 2:28 PM pls, not blogging this in the past dun mean i dun care bout this prob.. since when did i say im friends no more with u?? zibin asked me you noe?? u've seriously went overbroad!! wat i did was merely talking bout someone.. but was i saying you in the first place?? it could have been any tom dick nnd harry... or even alice mary or jane... wat makes u think i was describing you?? unless u've got a guilty conscience. so, have you? u wanted the peace out last tym.. i did.. nnd here u go starting all nonsense again.. this tym, u made it sound as if all is my fault!! FUCK!! pls use ur teeny weeny brains!! as big as the size of a pea.. sorry to insult your knowledge watsoever.. but i suppose u dun understand wat i said.. since u cannot conceptualize wat i posted in the prev post.. smtyms i wonder.. why do i have such a friend?? nnd dun u think this is so childish?? wat friend here friend there.. those are only done by pri sku ppl... may i ask, are you still in primary school?? u dun have to ans me now.. jus think it thru.. u're sometimes acting super childish.. i did not say im not.. everyone has their childish sides.. true, i may be childish. but i do it at the right tym.. i've grown more matured if u realise. since the start of my ite life.. the stuff i encounter.. all help me grow up.. at least i learn from my mistake.. you?? the moment ppl start speaking ill of others, u have the mindset that the whole world is talking bad bout u... nnd since if u've got this thinking, why not try to change?? u yourslf noe u've bad points. since u decide to think everyone speaks ill of u, means u do noe bout your flaws.. im still saying this in a position of a friend.. heed it or not, its up to u.. whether u wanna let this friendship carry on, its also up to u.. im not apologizing... its not my fault.. but i do expect one frm u.. yes.. im asking for too much.. but thats the least u cld do to make up for misunderstanding me

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 9:50 PM went over to HGM to have my ear piercings check up. the right wan was somehow infected... changed the bloody stupid earstud to earstick. the way the person helps u disinfect the wound is super paiful!! only if its infected... i had better take care of the piercings.. if not, things may go awry for me... no seafood temporary... roars!! ps. im still waiting for u to call me!! nnd nnd nnd im super not happy with u!! (not referring to bf) hu do u think u are?? everyone has to follow u at the butt?? more likely u're the butt of the joke!! puh-lease!! u ain't that nice too.. wat rights have u to criticise me watsoever.. i din step on ur tail, mind you!! so think b4 u say or do anything.. my silence does not prove that im scared of u or anything. im jus observing u.. frankly speaking, i find that u're not even good-looking, nor tall enuf.. not even as friendly as what i tot u wld be.. ur attitude is far worse than mine.. u shoot ur words out w/o considering ppl's feelings.. where can i find such a hell-like person except in front of me?? does everyone have to give in to u?? u're like a spoilt-brat.. probably born with a silver spoon in ur mouth.. nonono- i think gold would suit u more.. the gold gets so heavy it weighs ur mouth down so ppl can spoon feed u.. off to hell u go!! we're not ur servants.. nnd apologies, im those hu believe in kindness begets kindness.. since u're not nice to me, why shld i be nice to u?? right?? im stating the facts. so get this thing drilled up in ur scrawny brains... hopefully i see things change for the better. if not, the friendship ends here.. mark my word, i carry my words well...

@ 11:59 AM got this stupid quiz thing.. decided to do as i was bored.. lols~ Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks a lot? ♥ i guess so? as long as he dun get too drunk Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning? ♥ how bout everyday? i HAVE to bathe everyday Do you have any expensive jewelry? ♥ the most expensive is my necklace, priceless. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? ♥ yes yes yes...tons of them Ever found a dollar bill in a random place? ♥ i've seen more than 10bucks Excited for anything this week? ♥ friday!!! teacher's day(: Do you think your current pets will be alive ten years from now? ♥ i dun have pets. my dad does. does that count? When was your last bubble bath? ♥ idk!! How many kids do you want to have? ♥ at least 2!! What outfit do you have on at this exact moment? ♥ my stupid school uniform :( What are you doing tomorrow? ♥ schooling. What color is your hair? ♥ black. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? ♥ my mum.. Have you ever told anyone you love them? ♥ yes!! i told them to my clique,my boyfriend, my family Wanna get married? ♥ definitely YES!!! How many wives/husbands do you want? ♥ 1. who wants so many?? more trouble!! Where would you like to live? ♥ anywhere my husband lives When was the last time you laughed? ♥ just? over some idiotic matters How many beds did you lay in this weekend? ♥ 1 bed.. my own bed!! Where can you see yourself being proposed to at? ♥ it doesn't matter where. a proposal is based on sincerity, not venue If you were another person, would you be friends with you? ♥ yes. im a social type of person Have you had alcohol this week? ♥ yes. sunday What do you currently hate? ♥ my boyfriend's job. deprives me the chance of meeting him Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it? ♥ yes. it's jus words right? What is your issue right now? ♥ im a happy-go-lucky girl. what issues wld i have? Was yesterday better than today? ♥ everyday's the same to me. always a good day What does your last text message say? ♥ "Study Hard!" my mum texted this Do you like anyone? ♥ yes!! my BOYFRIEND Do you prefer to call or texts? ♥ depends on the situation. if its urgent, call laa! Do you have any pets? ♥ my dad's fish.. does that count?? What were u doing 12am last night? ♥ sleeping How do you feel right now? ♥ shagg ._. How many houses have you lived in? ♥ given my personality, would i count?? How many city/towns have you lived in? ♥ refer to prev ans Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? ♥ can i include slippers? Are you a social person? ♥ DEFINITLY!!! What was the last thing you ate? ♥ Teacher's sweet Favorite color? ♥ Purple What are you doing for your next birthday? ♥ kbox!!!! Favourite tv show? ♥ i seldom tv..

@ 10:39 AM blahblahblah.. jobell not in sku AGAIN!!!!!!! poor her laas!! texting with RuiTing now.. blogging at the same tym.. multi-tasking.. how competent of me!! nx week's exams alr.. i've no sense of urgency.. is there smth wrong with me? o lvls nnd ite exam felt like 2 totally diff matter... one was scared till i cld jus die, the other is simply jus so relaxed that i shld jus kill myself cus im slacking like NOBODY'S BUSINESS!!!!!!! maybe it doesn't matter if i dun advance to poly.. but thn again, it matters.. clique's aiming for poly!! i wanna go with them!! same poly, same course, same class!!! more bonding time please!!! im hungry.. jus now got short brk b4 com lesson.. i din eat.. at that tym i ain't hungry okays?? if i dun say this, randy will say im on diet again.. its true i think im fat.. but u think i care?? i eat when i want.. sleep when i want.. go hungry when i want.. hahas~ smart girl!!! think im gonna look for smth to eat.. im dying!!!!

Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 7:04 PM school today.. jobell din attend school again.. she's given another mc for 2 days i think... lols~ but she came over to J8 to meet us for awhile.. god, she looks real pale.. at that glance u can really see how sick she looked.. i really wan her to recover asap!!! roars!! nnd poor andy having a slight sore throat.. hahs!! everyone falling sick alr.. jonathan sneezing away in sku.. i was freezing away in sku.. could have probably taken the refrigerator as my hse.. thats why its cold.. nnd FUCK!!! today have some kinda OA test... i hell dunno how to do.. if thats my exam paper.. im dead for sure.. SUPER dead!!! hopefully the real paper ain't that diff.. if not, manslaughter!!! nnd i hate my stupid boyfriend!!! we had sort of some kinda dispute.. nnd now we're like ignoring each other.. cold war ehh?? work work work.. thats all he does.. given the past me, i wld scream at him.. but this tym, at least i dealt with my temper.. i din throw any temper at him.. but by right, he's supposed to have his off day tmr.. he wanna go work.. HELLOS!!! i jus wan spend tym with u, u noe?? i hate ur workplace.. i hate that u're so hardworking.. i hate that u neglect me thou we're tgt. i hate the way u sounded over the phone.. i hate the way u told me u were busy.. nnd most imptly, i hate that u told me that u dun have any off day!!! when den wld u wanna acc me?? when when when?? i dun wanna say anything now.. i want to leave you to realise that im missing in ur life nnd that u will start looking for me... this way thn u'll learn to cherish me.. rather than i let u take things for granted right? i dowan to contact u till u contact me.. if that's the way a cold war goes about, it shall be!! why are we always the ones quarrelling while other couples can stay so happy?

Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 3:49 PM kuku face!! the weather's changing drastically recently.. one moment it gets too hot nnd the other, too cold.. how am i suppose to adapt?? school's in tmr.. if the weather starts to turn cold, im so gonna bring my jacket to sku.. or i'll freeze in class.. im hoping jobell recovers faster.. so that she can fulfil her wishes she has made in her tagboard.. me too.. i wanna fall sick so that i can fulfil all my wishes.. one of it being able to meet dear.. this way he can acc me nnd not work so much.. roars!! ytd was ultra boring.. the dvds dad rented, i finished watching all of them.. the breed nnd spiderwick.. lols~ super nice show.. esp the breed.. after watching, i somehow got a lil phobia with dogs.. but yeah, im getting a lil too paranoid.. those are shows.. if i dun provoke the dogs, they wont come after me.. hahas~ im having a lil prob with eating lately.. i lost my appetite at certain times.. when i see food, i'll puke.. maybe my wish is coming true.. maybe im really falling sick.. GOD Bless ME!!!

Saturday, August 23, 2008 @ 5:35 PM saturdays have never ever been nice to me... the worst part is.. boring till i have to go crazy like these pictures below... see the aftermath of being so boring?? shit laas!! boring boring boring!!!! so someone.. get me smth to do on saturdays!! i'll love you to pieces!! nnd then give you one big hug, followed by a bigbig smooch!! pray hard my boy doesn't smack u after i do this.. he's a protective boyfriend alrights?! he may not seem to care on the outside. but inside him, he's feeling like pissed, nnd his thinkings go haywire.. hu noes wat he'll do to you.. think twice if u still wan the reward.. hahas~ or maybe im fated to be feeling bored on saturdays.. boos.. nnd the suckiest day was ytd.. yes.. i thought its supposed to be a happy day cus its friday.. but school disappointed me.. went to sku bright nnd early.. reached sku nnd went to class on time.. did survey for OA.. no lesson.. thn its BZF.. simply a chit chat session.. no lesson!! thn there ain't pe lesson.. 2hrs break.. AGF cancelled.. everyone might as well go home.. so yeah.. left sku at 10plus.. imagine!! i went to sku, stayed put for 2hrs.. thn go home.. if i stayed near sku, i wont mind.. but hell no.. i take 45 mins to travel in that stupid bus!! so see how pissed im filled!!! ROARS!!! if it were u.. will you be pissed!! wahahahaha~ stayed at home till now.. im freaking bored!! dear's working.. cant get him to acc me chat.. will someone do smth?? save me!! thank god im meeting bhai tmr.. if not i'll be sent over to buangkok to receive treatment.. roars!!!

Friday, August 22, 2008 @ 8:27 AM school school school.... finished doing some survey nnd so im blogging.. roars!! jobell din come sku today.. so im gonna do pe alone?? am i am i?? sad.. 2 hrs of pe being like some mad cow... sooner or later i'll contract mad cow disease- lols~ *CRAP* ytd erika came buzzing my phone in the middle of the night to tell me.. "wake up!! its time to pee..." <...dotz...> shld i hang up the phone when she does that in future?? she's nuts.. jus like me.. i guess thats wat makes us super good friends.. nnd yupps~ being such a super nice friend, i accompanied her chat over the damn phone for 2hrs.. talked till my ears were burning.. ended the crazy girl talk at ard 3plus.. woke up super early in the morning, bus'ed to sku as usual.. i reached damn damn early laas!! dumb dumb!! roars!! erika,pls tell randyi hate him.. hahas~

Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 10:33 PM freaking dumb!! randy DID bring along his pack of cigaretttes. that's freaking idiotic of him!!! nnd bel nnd lyn rmb'ed my lollipop!! woohoo!! i was licking up those lollipops like a small kid deyy!!! nnd i swear i'll never stand near randy anymore.. u wont expect how he treats me.. not the good way.. the way he smokes in front of me... blow wind blow.. nonono~ blow smoke blow!! i hate you randy!! hahas~

@ 1:40 PM jobell's not in sku today!! roars!! poor her, she's sick.. really sick.. drink lots of water k? if not i'll start forcing a hose dwn ur mouth, switch on the tap nnd force the water down.. hahas~ i noe im super duper wuper bad.. but i dun wn my friend to be sick.. hahas~ ain't i a nice freind?? i am i am!!! lols~ OA lessons really getting on my nerves.. teacher keep changing the qns!! why cant we jus follow the paper?? wont that be better?? word for word.. instead of looking up nnd down the stupid whiteboard makes me giddy.. 1 sept is teachers' day.. oso outing day with GOAL!!! we're celebrating Angie's bday!! hohoho!! i havent met up with them for like 1 million yrs!! nnd seriously, i miss them alot.. this oes to julin oso.. hahas~ sorry i havent found tym to pop by ur workplace.. thou is near my sku.. but is not on the way when i go home.. i promise i will go find u kay?? nnd give u one big nnd humongous hug!! thats a promise.. if i dun do it.. hmms.. i'll let u kick my butt :X HAHAS!! will be meeting up with isaac, zibin, randy, erika, bel nnd lyn to go out later.. i miss themlike hell too!! randy's riding his bike along.. hopefully i get to touch his stupid bike which he doesn't let me touch in the past.. nnd hopefully bel nnd lyn rmb my lollipops.. left them over at their hse when i was usingthe com in their rooms.. roars! yay!! this means i'll get to go crazy again!! thou ya.. its a last min decision to meet them... we'll be slacking like nobody's business... randy, better not smoke in front of me.. i hate it!! hate you!! boos! going home in abt awhile... thn im bathing nnd boom!! outta the hse.. its always so surprising why when i head out with them, im given the green light... whereas with clique.. its a no-no... bias ehh?? not my decision laas!! maybe zibin's in jc nnd mum's got high expectation of him?? better prospects.. but mum, pls dun condemn clique nnd i.. we lose to zibin.. but im of the same intelligence level as them.. we may not excel in studies.. but we excel in crapping, love joy,trust nd more.. someday u'll find im as smart as zibin.. not in the studies way.. but when it comes to common knowledge.. i bet im better.. hahas~

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 @ 2:24 PM to my dearest boy: 我超爱你! dear. i simply think u're the nicest person on earth... maybe this world has no happy endings.. but i choose to believe there is.. 3 more yrs.. im still counting.. work hard to earn more money.. hohoho!!! i swear i'll love you to bits nnd pieces.. u noe, i've been reflecting.. i thought over wat u said the other day... the way u got mad when i mentioned abt hospitalization.. i noe u care for me nnd dowan anything to happen to me.. i'll assure you.. no matter wat it is, i will stay strong.. i wont give in to any sickness watsoever.. i'll be super fit.. but even if i fall very sick, or even go blind, i wont care.. i noe u'll be my eyes.. 你是我的眼- nnd i want u to be mine forever... u'll be my hands nnd legs nnd ears nnd nose nnd mouth nnd everything!!! dun care dun care dun care!!! hahahahaahahahas~ i love you i love you i love you!!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @ 10:27 AM dear, this post is for you... met up with dear ytd... got alotof hugs hugs(: im happy.. but i can sense dear is not really very happy.. i asked him wat happened.. he said nth.. dear.. i wanna share everything with u.. even if is ur burdens.. i want to help to share the load... i suppose u're worried for my health right?? the check up went alright.. sorry i din text u immediately when i reached home.. i KO.. slept till this morning... still had to go to sku.. was practically dragging myself to sku.. thus feeling quite lethargic dun worry too much k?? there's asecond round of check up on fri.. same thing i guess.. hopefully nothing goes wrong.. i dun wan u to worry for me.. even if im sick or wat.. dun need to worry.. cus its jus building up my immunity system right?? boos.. thou we met up ytd.. i ain't reallt that happy.. u were so not urself that i had to think of many many ways to cheer u up... ya.. u did smile.. but somehow.. im not convinced that u're happy nnd alright.. not that i dun trust u.. but i jus wan u to really feel happy, not for the sake of making me happy... but deep in you, laughter nnd smiles.. im ok for now dear.. if u read this post alr.. dun get emo. i noe u will... give me a call ok?? u still owe me a long chat over the phone... im so gonna talk nnd talk nnd talk.. we really need quality time.. lots of it.. i've got millions of things to tell you- i wan to share the whole info of the world with u.. hear u sweet talk.. but not buy any frm the bubbletea shop... dear, iloveu.. i really do.. thank you for always trying to cheer me up when im sad.. tolerated my nonsense.. thank you for being so understanding.. thank you for loving me so much... i'll love you back millions of tyms more.. 3 more yrs to go before...(u noe wat) whatever it is.. we're not separating anymore.. right?? *HUGS NND KISSES* -all for you-

Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 11:26 AM im like damn damn sad.. ytd can meet dear wan.. thn i went.. left ard half hour cus dear cant wake up.. nnd due to bad weather!! if it din rain, i wld have stayed longer!! dear woke up at 1245... i left at 1230... stupid!! nnd went over to whitesands.. so nvm.. wanted to go back to seng kang to find dear... but heavy rain.. really heavy.. nnd worse.. no cab.. there goes my meeting with dear... :( nnd dear msg me last night... ask me if today can meet at 12... but my sch ends at 12.. so i cant.. tried calling him to ask if it was ok to meet at 1 instead.. again.. sleeping.. if only he din have to sleep like a pig.. if only, if only, if only.... i wanna meet dear!!! wake up laas!!! i next few days cant meet you at all!!! due to watever reasons.. i jus need that hug frm you to make me put a smile on my sulky face now...

Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 9:59 PM put ur hands up in the air!!!! for im like so bored... nth to do.. so decided to go crazy alone.. hoo!!! someone acc me go like MAD pleeease!!! ytd was totally disastrous!! my eye was still swollen.. mum din allow me to hang out with clique till very late.. i din even get to go out.. sad case... clique thon outside.. i cant!! cry for me pls!! nnd many many other complaints which i have so little time so address... boos... what a stupid way to live my life.. roars!! nnd sis has been sitting behind me watching me blog.. kaypo!! huh!!! *screammmmsss!!!!* daddy went to rent dvd to watch.. great idea yea?? im like getting real bored.. those dvds can really kill tym!! im bored bored bored... nnd you din acc me for like 4569977452558996 days!!!! omg!! im missing you like hell laas!! work work work is all you do.. dumb dumb dumb... sad sad sad... cry cry cry.. oh yes!! nnd to announce smth not so glamorous.. i finally am able to complete 1 round of running for pe... hahaha!!! used to start walking aft 1/2 round in the past.. but ytd i finished 1 round!! MYSELF!!!! my legs nnd stamina have grown stronger.. hahas!! im so proud of myself.. ya.. im not really the sporty type.. nnd pe was real dumb.. decided to play captain's ball.. but my classmates were all taller than jobell nnd i.. so play oso no kick.. HAHA!! stopped the game... teacher kept forcing us to play.. as usual.. kinda rebelled.. fake fake take badminton racket nnd slack ard.. hahas~ for show only.. lols~ nnd not that i dowan play captain's ball canns??!! used to be my fav game.. but really.. when i tried to be the goalkeeper, zhenghao kept blocking me!! cus he is too tall.. even when he raised his hands to block the ball, im still way shorter than him!! how to catch?? hohs!! maybe get me a ladder.. i'll probably be able to catch a ball.. hopefully i dun fall.. hahas~ bored bored bored-

Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 8:09 AM swollen eyes this morning.. vision's unbalance again.. stupid.. not going for camp alr.. many many reasons.. nnd cant stay over at danny's with clique.. parental objection again.. standard... there goes fun time!! thou there's still like 1 nnd 1/2 yrs... but since starting is liddat, wont it be similar in future?? my freedom is restricted!!!

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 3:27 PM everyone's hyper today.. hahas~ wednesdays seem like happy days for everyone.. no moody stuff watsoever.. nnd called dear today.. his stupid phone no credit le.. thn cant msg me.. i shld buy him a top up ya?? i believe i shld.. den he can talk to me like no one's business.. nnd i want him to msg me everyday!!!!!! hohoho~ i think im heading dwn to look for dear later.. walk past his stupid workplace nnd surprise him with a hi.. lols~ ain't i such a lovely gf?? HAHA!!! the whole class is so hyper that i want to stop blogging now jus to get high with them.. u'll nv expect how crazy we can go.. wat u see is jus a small kick.. we can go 100 times madder!!! lols~ see ya peepo!! toodles!! dear, dun miss me yo!!(:

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