Wednesday, August 6, 2008 @ 3:07 PM the mood's so SUPER unhappy... every word im thinking of now is allvulgarities.. yeahs~ its bad for my health.. but can i control myslef for being happy 24/7? damns damns diff.. i wanna give everything up.. but its like.. i got so many treasures i cannot give up.. my friends, my boyfriend, family etc etc.. stupid thinking ehh?? the whole world is not in my favour.. many many ppl start to like no longer care for me.. mum is busy coaching bro for exams, dad is busy working till he can fall sick every now nnd then.. dear is working so hard jus to sub in for his colleague hu broke her arm.. see see see?? i wanna complain.. but i jus dowan ppl to think im like some complain queen or wat- i wanna voice everything out.. the unhappiness, the anger.. wat to do? i guess that's life! i gotta accept every circumstances i have; never accept my defeat... yeahs~ dun worry.. im gonna smile nnd pretend nothing's wrong.. i dowan ppl to probe me on wats happening.. the qns nnd advice are all the same.. im sick nnd tired of hearing the same things over nnd over again... stupid ehh?? wth.. i jus hope i can jus burst like some balloon... VANISH!!!
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